i was born to tell you i love you

i can't not think it anymore. i really can't. there is no denying what is going through my head right now....
you're one of the first things i think about when i wake up, and one of the last things before i go to sleep. i have a hard time not looking for you everywhere. i love your smile, your laugh, the look on your face when you start plotting something, the sincerity with which you say everything.
i've fallen hard for you, theres no doubt about that. the question is, am i going to hit the ground just as hard if you don't feel the same?
what will my next move be? i'm not sure. maybe i'll be brave and just take your hand. maybe i'll be sneaky about it.
but i won't say it. i won't say what i'm thinking. not yet. because i'm so afraid of being wrong...i don't want to lose you.
if you're even mine to lose.
you've made it clear we're close though... that in itself is amazing to me. <3