Now I Gotta Cut Loose

Auditioning is scary.
I'm not sure which is worse, having to perform in front of a huge crowd of people or just a few people, but both ideas scare me silly. Which is odd since I've been auditioning so much for the school productions recently. Initial jitters often go away fairly quickly once I see that everyone else is just as nervous...that is, until the singing auditions come along. Then I convert into a shaky shame-filled mess & feel embarrassed and hate myself for wanting to do the damn play in the first place.

Over all I think the auditions went pretty well :) The cast list should be posted tomorrow.

Slow day today. Woke up a little late, missed the first 15 minutes of class, but still was able to finish the lab and leave by 8:45, probably way before the rest of the class. Currently holding down the couch at my grandparent's, trying to make it look like I'm being responsible and looking up accounting & bookkeeping careers. Which, to be fair, I am, but not as in-depth as I probably should. But it's not even 11 am yet, I don't want to exert myself so much this early in the morning ;)

Work tonight. Had a dream where my managers finally came to their senses and basically said "You know, fuck it, you're the department head now, you're the one that knows how to do everything anyway". It was a good dream.

I'm starting to feel ambitious. Like I should be doing something productive. I almost wish I still had accounting homework.