when it rains, it pours

so you miss me
and he wants me to come visit
and he's claiming me as his girlfriend (a joke, thank God. ew.)
and he says i'm hot/sexy/good looking
and he wouldn't mind me as a roommate (cuz i can cook, chill. lol)
and they want me pretty much cuz i have a vagina and didn't blow them off in the first five seconds

i need to learn to shut up.

speechless, over the edge

forget that
i lied
i do love you, but not in the ways that i thought.

its kind of a relief.

you're still the first one i think of... guess that will take a while to get over

i still want you to see me in that dress.

i still want to surprise you. i want to stun you so much that you just have to stop, take me in completely, and say "wow...", if you can speak at all.

is that too much to ask?

no need to complicate

...
*deep breath*
...iloveyou.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
I love you.
i Love you.
i love You.
I Love You.
I LOVE YOU.
ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU
ILOVEYOU.
...i think.
...
i'm insane.