i'm getting this feeling again. sorry for making you read about it... again.
maybe what i want is too much to ask for. maybe i just need to stfu and be grateful for what i have. maybe i'm just a selfish greedy little brat who never has enough.
maybe...
maybe i just need to shut the fuck up anyway.
stop telling me i deserve what i want and just give it to me, dammit.
i'll admit it, i've fallen way harder than i thought i was going to. than i was going to let myself. and sadly... i'm ok with it. but i'm tired of waiting. i'm tired of wondering if i'm just being an idiot and that i'm just convenient or if i'm really just a nuisance.
sigh.
i hate how my brain cycles through this.
being a girl really sucks sometimes.
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