that could've hurt a lot more than it did (does). glad i kept myself in check for the most part.
more than anything i guess i'm just confused. i don't know what to think anymore.
and then there's that fear.
i love them both, but i'm afraid. i'm afraid something will happen and i'll have to back down, regardless of what i want.
if it comes down to me or her, i know i won't win.
there's no way i could.
i keep thinking about what he's said, what he says, how he looks. how protective he is.
i can't help but feel like i was a convenient option because something else was unattainable.
i don't like this.
there are three people i want to be around right now, but they're all 85 miles away. :(
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