i'm cold and alone

i don't like this feeling.

not feeling well... went home from work way early >.< slept for what felt like ages.

my thoughts are really disjointed right now. nothing makes sense

saturday morning came too soon

i really really just want to cuddle and watch movies right now

actually, forget the movies. i want sleep. but i'm all by myself :(

why the fuck am i so attached? i need to stop. stop stop stop. ugh. cuz i can't be this attached. i promised myself i wouldn't be. ugh ugh ugh.

but i want to be attached. which makes no sense. >.<

i don't understand

so don't ask me why

i'm cold :(

there's a big empty space next to me

i don't like this feeling.