Sunday, November 29, 2009

who the fuck died & made you queen of everything

what the fuck is your problem?
who said it was okay for you to tell people my business?

what are we, five?

Saturday, November 14, 2009

attached

just the little things you said and did...
you've gotten attached too, haven't you?

Saturday, November 7, 2009

wow

can't believe
holy cow
its just
um
yeah
uh
idk what to say except wow
and
dammit
it needs to be friday
and awww :3
and DAMMIT why isn't it friday
he was right
(it annoys me a little that he's right so much lol)
but whatev, like it matters lol
who'd'a thunk it would've been me
out of our group
i thought i was gonna end up like that movie
XD
guess not
wow

Monday, November 2, 2009

just a song i'm obsessed with right now

I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak - but I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
But now I'm relaxed - I can't be sure

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - I think too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - that I know too much
I can't relate and that's a problem I'm feeling

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

I think you're so mean - I think we should try
I think I could need - this in my life
I think I'm just scared - do I talk too much
I know this is wrong it's a problem I'm dealing

If you're gone - maybe it's time to go home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
But I can hardly move
If you're gone - baby you need to come home
Cuz there's a little bit of something me
In everything in you

Sunday, November 1, 2009

i'm cold and alone

i don't like this feeling.

not feeling well... went home from work way early >.< slept for what felt like ages.

my thoughts are really disjointed right now. nothing makes sense

saturday morning came too soon

i really really just want to cuddle and watch movies right now

actually, forget the movies. i want sleep. but i'm all by myself :(

why the fuck am i so attached? i need to stop. stop stop stop. ugh. cuz i can't be this attached. i promised myself i wouldn't be. ugh ugh ugh.

but i want to be attached. which makes no sense. >.<

i don't understand

so don't ask me why

i'm cold :(

there's a big empty space next to me

i don't like this feeling.