you make me feel beautiful
you let me be myself
you're not pushing me into things i don't want
you let me know its ok to try things
you make it hard for me to come back here...but i hate the stress of trying to sneak around. i hate sleeping alone now, even though i don't sleep when i'm with you (for several reasons... also because i just can't fall asleep, even when you are).
you asked if i was falling for you, and it scared me to put myself out there like that, especially when you won't answer the same question. i'm afraid that you'll say no, but maybe then it will make it all a little easier. i wish i didn't have to worry that i'm just an option, or that i'm just one of several.
one thing i know... i'm trying very hard to not be dependent on you. if this is as far as it goes... i can't be.
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