so this chapter is coming to an end. i feel like so much has happened, and yet sooo little. This is so much different than graduating high school. i really feel like this is a change. i won't be at home, and even though i'll still be with family, it will be so different... it's really making me nervous. so it seems fitting that at the end of the summer, this blog will be closed (maybe not permanently, but who knows) and a new one will capture my adventures in a different county, a different school, different everything. i can't help but think about what i'll miss... but then again i'll be experiencing so many other things... mixed feelings.
i will definitely miss my friends. my friends here are so amazing, nothing can take their place. No matter how many (or few) friends i make there, my friends here will always be the best people ever. hands down. i'm really not good at making friends... i made next to no new friends in the year at WSU. a few, yes, but not very close friends. i love my work friends, they've become so close to me that i don't even consider them my "work" friends, they're just my friends. make sense? probably not.
i'm worried about what my family is going to do when i leave. i really hope mom doesn't cry. i hope jenn doesn't cry. i know dad won't cry. he'll make jokes. but that might be worse. but i'll be back as often as i can, and it's not like i'm moving to somewhere - permanently - that they don't visit on a regular basis. plus if i really need to, my grandparents are less than half an hour away, my mom's family an hour away.
i guess i'm just nervous, as i should be. i'll be okay though. as long as no one starts crying.
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