hey you,
what was that, exactly?
let's start at the beginning.
i love how you use emoticons...mostly just sad faces. but i hate that you were sad... i hope that lunch made it better. i also loved how i could hear you talking on the other end of the phone...not exactly sure why.
then your silly comment about your "friends"... how old are we, exactly? lol. but it works, and definitely made me smile.
your eyes are amazing, btw.
i'm curious as to what that ring is, though... if only he wasn't there with us, i would have asked about it. but i don't want to make things awkward unnecessarily, so i'll wait.
why did you look directly at me and ask if i knew that walmart has a compatibility thing? got me thinking crazy things, you did.
i love that song too. and even more so now when i think about how you looked when you heard it, sat back down, looked at me and smiled.
haha, yeah, can you stop referencing your boxers or whatever? at least until one of us makes a move, plzkthx lol.
and i know i'm probably crazy, but that really looked like a wink. i have no idea if it really was or not, but it looked like it from my point of view.
ps. i want a real hug, please. :)
<3
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
stressing
someone needs to tell me what to do. i am so freaking confused. i have no idea what to do anymore. i have such issues, it sucks.
part of me just wants to tell him. just call him right now and tell him. it wants to just go up to him and demand some sort of action.
but that part of me is seriously mentally challenged. so we all know that it won't happen.
sigh.
part of me just wants to tell him. just call him right now and tell him. it wants to just go up to him and demand some sort of action.
but that part of me is seriously mentally challenged. so we all know that it won't happen.
sigh.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
I'm going sooooo out of my mind
I don't even know where to begin.
Work is boring as ever. Although they do sometimes put me at the service desk (yay!), I still can't stand being a cashier.
School is going okay...its weird to me to actually have to study... plus the teachers probably think I'm a bad student since I'm often late to class because of my half-hour drive every morning. But my teachers are pretty cool. My spanish teacher actually SPEAKS the language, my logic teacher is so fun to listen to, my calc teacher is kinda random & gets lost on random tangents, & my english teacher turns out to be really fun to discuss stuff with. :) Plus I love being able to wear whatever I want to class.
Home, though, is slightly stifling. There's still so much of the old mindset that I'm still a kid & have to approve my every plan through my parents. Its getting very annoying & I wish they would just back off.
Art is nonexistant right now, sad to say. However, its not like I don't think about what I'd LIKE to do.... I bought some cheap shoes (hooray for sales + bogo @ payless!!!) to paint, & there is a good chance I will be getting an airbrush soon. :) I started carrying my camera at all times when I'm on campus, since there seems to be no end to beautiful sights there.
My friends are amazing, as always. <3
Boys.....what can I say about the boys? There's one that's confusing me to no end. There are some cuties in my classes that I wish I was bold enough to talk to. There is one that I miss hanging out with but due to schedules, I can't. And there's my boifriend.... lol... who's clear across the country. ;)
But life seems to be ok. :D
<3 love you, lovely people! <3
Work is boring as ever. Although they do sometimes put me at the service desk (yay!), I still can't stand being a cashier.
School is going okay...its weird to me to actually have to study... plus the teachers probably think I'm a bad student since I'm often late to class because of my half-hour drive every morning. But my teachers are pretty cool. My spanish teacher actually SPEAKS the language, my logic teacher is so fun to listen to, my calc teacher is kinda random & gets lost on random tangents, & my english teacher turns out to be really fun to discuss stuff with. :) Plus I love being able to wear whatever I want to class.
Home, though, is slightly stifling. There's still so much of the old mindset that I'm still a kid & have to approve my every plan through my parents. Its getting very annoying & I wish they would just back off.
Art is nonexistant right now, sad to say. However, its not like I don't think about what I'd LIKE to do.... I bought some cheap shoes (hooray for sales + bogo @ payless!!!) to paint, & there is a good chance I will be getting an airbrush soon. :) I started carrying my camera at all times when I'm on campus, since there seems to be no end to beautiful sights there.
My friends are amazing, as always. <3
Boys.....what can I say about the boys? There's one that's confusing me to no end. There are some cuties in my classes that I wish I was bold enough to talk to. There is one that I miss hanging out with but due to schedules, I can't. And there's my boifriend.... lol... who's clear across the country. ;)
But life seems to be ok. :D
<3 love you, lovely people! <3
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Blue Spiral-Bound 70 page College Ruled Notebooks
They are impossible to find.
Seriously.
Well my first two classes for my official college career are over.
My calc teacher is pretty cool, he makes a lot of jokes, so its fun.
My english teacher seems to have chosen favorites already, & i don't seem to be one of them.
Maybe i should sit in the back & play on the computer. Haha.
well i'm off to angel's. we've got a radio show to work on.
<3 love, lovelies <3
Seriously.
Well my first two classes for my official college career are over.
My calc teacher is pretty cool, he makes a lot of jokes, so its fun.
My english teacher seems to have chosen favorites already, & i don't seem to be one of them.
Maybe i should sit in the back & play on the computer. Haha.
well i'm off to angel's. we've got a radio show to work on.
<3 love, lovelies <3
heat seaking missiles, bloodhounds, foxes, barracudas....
...
i have essentially nothing to blog right now.
work is work, y'know, it's not a great job, but it pays. school starts tomorrow, & by the looks of my investigative work through blackboard & facebook, i may have some cuties in my calculus class. Cute nerds? yesplz!!
i'm kinda jealous of my friends...they're all discovering someone who loves them back & i'm thinking, why not me? am i trying too hard? am i not trying at all? what is going on?
its one thirty & i'm writing a blog on a page no one will read.
thats what's going on.
<3 love to the lovelies <3
i have essentially nothing to blog right now.
work is work, y'know, it's not a great job, but it pays. school starts tomorrow, & by the looks of my investigative work through blackboard & facebook, i may have some cuties in my calculus class. Cute nerds? yesplz!!
i'm kinda jealous of my friends...they're all discovering someone who loves them back & i'm thinking, why not me? am i trying too hard? am i not trying at all? what is going on?
its one thirty & i'm writing a blog on a page no one will read.
thats what's going on.
<3 love to the lovelies <3
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