Monday, March 28, 2011

Three hours and a slight headache later...

I now have an Etsy shop! I always thought about creating one for my shoes, and now I've finally done it. Hooray!
It was way more stressful than I thought it'd be though, considering everything is custom made to order and pricing really depends on what is done. Hopefully I've got them set at prices that won't scare people away.

I can't focus right now. Maybe more later.

oh, and also: http://www.etsy.com/shop/weregoat

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

But Where Is Home?

Feeling increasingly homesick. Every day here I can't help but feel more & more like a nuisance. I feel confined, almost, to "my" room whenever they are upstairs, especially in the kitchen. Awkward is my specialty, and I really can't wait until I'm back in my own house where I can do whatever and not worry about overstepping some unseen boundary. God forbid I eat in front of them, unless it's something I've bought/made myself. Most of the time I just try to disappear, and I think its starting to take a serious toll on my mind.
However, I start to cringe when I think about moving back home. After so much freedom here, I don't know how it will be back under my parents' rules. Thankfully, anxieties are starting to fade, and mostly I'll just be relieved to be back in my own room, my own bed, where I can do what I want when I want and not worry if I'm keeping someone up because they decided to sleep at weird hours.
I'll definitely miss being this close to my grandparents though, that makes me incredibly sad all around.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Such a DizzyHead

Oh painkillers, how wonderful you are. If only I could keep up this facade of needing you so I would continue to have an excuse to sleep all day and miss work and school.

Unfortunately, I just checked the time and must, now, go to class.

*sigh*