yes (no)

yes i spent the night at his house.
(no i wasn't on the couch)

yes i kissed him
(no that wasn't all)

yes i know how you'll react if i tell you
(no i won't tell you unless you ask and promise not to judge)

i have no regrets

bah. >.<

he asked me to not fall in love with him. too complicated with whats happening in his life and how far away i am
but i asked if he'd ask the same thing if i was still there, if there would be a possibility of us dating if i wasn't so far away
and he said he probably wouldn't be able to help himself

sigh
<3

milquetoast

milquetoast - a shy or timid person

hooray for freerice.com

i almost cried

"at least call me so i can hear your voice."
so i called him. three hours later... he tells me that he just wants me to be happy. that i don't need to feel like i have to be alone. that the world has amazing things for me.
i almost cried

this is highly amusing

"swear on my life...you bring that tight little ass to me and you will not regret it"

mhm. yes sir ;D