i'm a believer

hey you,
what was that, exactly?
let's start at the beginning.

i love how you use emoticons...mostly just sad faces. but i hate that you were sad... i hope that lunch made it better. i also loved how i could hear you talking on the other end of the phone...not exactly sure why.
then your silly comment about your "friends"... how old are we, exactly? lol. but it works, and definitely made me smile.
your eyes are amazing, btw.
i'm curious as to what that ring is, though... if only he wasn't there with us, i would have asked about it. but i don't want to make things awkward unnecessarily, so i'll wait.
why did you look directly at me and ask if i knew that walmart has a compatibility thing? got me thinking crazy things, you did.
i love that song too. and even more so now when i think about how you looked when you heard it, sat back down, looked at me and smiled.
haha, yeah, can you stop referencing your boxers or whatever? at least until one of us makes a move, plzkthx lol.
and i know i'm probably crazy, but that really looked like a wink. i have no idea if it really was or not, but it looked like it from my point of view.

ps. i want a real hug, please. :)

<3

stressing

someone needs to tell me what to do. i am so freaking confused. i have no idea what to do anymore. i have such issues, it sucks.

part of me just wants to tell him. just call him right now and tell him. it wants to just go up to him and demand some sort of action.

but that part of me is seriously mentally challenged. so we all know that it won't happen.

sigh.